Nur Syazwan Bin Akram.

20 years old

12 Feb 1988

Student  @ Temasek Polytechnic.

 

since 05-10-07

<3 Nur Azreen Bte Johari

 

 
I am SuperWan. =)

 

vehemency

its been a while since i stop blogging. maybe i need to start it back all over again. since almost all my project done. with the submission and all. so next week will be so call my last week of school. then my study week. with 3 days of examination and dats it! i done with year 1 at poly. jus hoping i can actually do well in my examination.

jus pray n study hard to finish everything. need to practice more on my math. damn i just suck at it! haiyooooooooooooo..

050208.
me n girlfriend been 4 month together now.
jus a simple meet up n spend time with her.

120208
n 1 week from now, will be my birthday. gosh! im turning 20. i feel so old now. there's no more TEEN in me. so must be more matured in my thinking. n no more fooling around like i did before. mum already gave me a advance b'dae gift to me. wad she gave me? nike watch. n worst still, she never feel of the price tag on the gift. jus to let me noe how much the watch cost. it cost $240. gosh!!! so expensive. i noe! its a black/gold nike limited addition.

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something bad happen jus now when i was on my way back home.
i was standing still in the bus, and suddenly something struck my mine.
some flashback happen n that made me worried at the moment.

sms n messages made me worried. i just scared it will happen the 2nd time.
worst still if u girlfriend receive a sms n dun want to let u see who jus sms her.
n she read the sms n smile all along.
surely ur mind will think of sth rite?

now its not about trust. but its about the past that made me really scared.
u can trust the person 100% but the person can anytime break ur trust w/o u knowing.
so to me its better to be save than sorry.

the past jus made me think just now...
will it happen once again? will there be the 3rd party. haisss...
how to trust someone when they keep secrets behind u.
lets wait n see.
but at the moment, my past already catch up with me.
should i trust or should i be more careful.?
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