Thursday, November 8, 2007, 04:05
what a day i had today. more den 20hrs outside of home. can imagine that. n now its 4am. about 8am i will be out again working my arse out. cos of the double pay of cos i want to work more. n will end work at 6pm tomoro. supposed to be 5pm but for FAROUK sake. i end work at 6 same as him. but for sure zul will want us to wait for him. cos he end at 8pm. hahaha...
we will just see wad happen tomoro. hope i will enjoy tomoro. cos all the good kakiss will be working. all taking either morning or mid shift. cos of schooling n attachment reasons the next day. n ya. i got maths quiz on friday morning at 9am. shite. i didnt even have time to revise. so tomoro is the only day!! haiyaaa must squeeze everything in.
as usual friday n saturday will be my working days. closing cathay at 3am. n sunday will just slack at home. revise my Electronics Device thingy. the quiz will be on tues. n i still haven start my project yet. die die. must do. must not sleep anymore.
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my brain still didnt work properly.
i skip 2 meals. i duno wads up wif me.
plan to eat mc spicy. but end up giving it to my working mate.
call me crazy. call me stupid.
if u ask me wad happen to me. i cant ans that. sorry.
many ppl say "saying sorry is the hardest thing."
but to me its different.
mine will be like "saying sorry to the things that i never do wrong."
maybe because i love her too much. only god know...
with all the situation happen. i hope she can realise something.
the keyword here is "HOPE".
i really in state of confused.
when gonna meet again? i duno.
when she free? i really duno.
commitment really play a big part in a relationship.
n not forgetting a well plan schedule for u n ur partner.
in some qoute says "it need 2 hands to clap."
not one is trying really hard. but the other just taking it for granted.
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" love can be found anyway, but TRUE love need to be build. it take time, efford , commitment , understanding n lots more to make make it strong n UNBREAKABLE. " think about it....