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Nur Syazwan Bin Akram.

20 years old

12 Feb 1988

Student  @ Temasek Polytechnic.

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007, 21:17


so its a week since i last send a post here. was just busy with things around. too many things happen in short while. n im compiling my schedule tightly this week. goshhhh...

attendance for my French class down to 92%. cos i got no mood to go for it due to my NS thing. n guess wad, they did not approve my LOA. Wat The FISH! but is okey. French is not the core subject. thank god! and about my National Service. i was really shocked when i get the letter to report to TEKONG on 6 dec. so luckily they approved my deferment. so TP im still with ya! woohooooo...

movie now picking up. n start to pack right now. with chrismas light already started last friday, it added the customer to cathay. n its really freaking tired working during weekend. n cathay started single midnight. since last week. and now they want me to work more often. even though they got lots of staff. the reason they give me was there's no one want to work. when there's people! walauweeee...

so my this week working schedule :
mon - 6pm to 1am
wed - 6pm to 1am
fri - 6pm to 3am
sat - 6pm to 3am

its harder when there's lots of assignment need to hand up this week. with project due this thurs. plus maths n electronic device assignment due thurs. n maths test on friday morning. how am i gonna catch up! feeling the stress plus it added to my headache n my come n go sickness. i think i need to buy more PANADOL EXTRA just in case.
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it was 10 days now since i last saw her.
when will we meet again?
when will we laugh together n run around?
haizz. should i just wait for the day to come.

i tried to be understanding.
n still trying to be the so call " perfect bf ".
but everything single thing was not right.
since the day she told me bout the story.

im down with sadness every single day.
but my smile block it every single way.
ppl may think im cheerful. but im actually not.
some think im good but others think im not.

should i be like wad i use to be?
or change myself for the good of others?
so confused at the moment.
im burning my hand but i cant feel the pain.

so when can we actually meet.
to hold your hand tightly again.
see ur smile that brighten up my day,
giving u love n bring u far far away...

only god knows how much i really miss her...
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